pr er oe et ee St ee er ee ee ee ee a ae CES ae cee a te ‘ ee rs 2 Wednesday with © Fae by. Fae Mooney : sensitive... " F-R-A-G-M-EN-T-S “Second in a three-part series "On fire preveiition, Trailers, I have been told, vt can incinerate in seven minutes. Mine burned in 20, That was four years ago. How do you pick up the . pieces to your life after such a _ shattering event? All the king’s _ horses and all the king’s men -couldn’t put Humpty Dumpty back together again. Diary excerpts October 20th, 1985. I walk through. the remains of my home for the last time. _ My home. Empty, black, charred, silent, Lifeless. A ‘burned-out aluminum shell... Two-by-fours, once hidden between wood panelled walls, stand exposed, charred and blackened... Remains, black- ened by fire, grime-stained by thick, greasy, heavy smoke, soddened and soggy from the Jiremen’s hose; remains, ‘no - longer recognizable as-once .- ‘reasured possessions... . . | A chilling, damp gust of: wind swirls through the dark, burned interior. Two Sundays ago it was the raging wind JSrom a super-hot fireball... I shiver, wrap the borrowed overly-large jacket around me more tightly, take one last look — not really looking, not really seeing, mot even remembering... Only feeling — as empty and as burned-out as my home. My home, It represented my life... What I was... Who I was... It’s like having amnesia. I have no past, It’s gone... Today — (what day is it?).— today, our trailer was taken away to the dump. I didn’t watch it go. My home. At the dump... Scavengers feast on our re- mains... Do they scrounge _ through the ruins that once held love and laughter and life, feeling any emotion at all? —~ Anglican Church to host mission St. Matthews Anglican Church of Terrace is presenting a three-day program of sermons and meetings to allow local resi- dents to become acquainted with the work being done by the churches Live Diocesan ‘Minis- tries. The program begins on the evening of Oct. 15 and continues for the following two days. Further information is available from the St. Matthews parish office at 635-9019. sells on asighi! Who can n understand r my grief? People mean well. They try to comfort,.““At least nobody died in the fire,”’ they console. “You're lucky. no one was - hurt.” — No: Nobody died i in the fire. Pets died. But no human life ~ was lost. And yet... Jeels like someone —. someone near-and-dear died. Suddenly, tragically, violently. Someone I. love, and miss... No one was hurt? I hurt. Sometimes I feel as if my flesh burned away. The wounds are Even so, it “Who i is there to comfort? Who is there to help? If it hap- pens to. you, what can you eX~ pect? I remember when I found the destroyed baby cradle — that beautiful cradle my Dad so lov- ingly made for our first child _ — tormented and devoured by Slames. Our baby is now a first year university student, In Sront of the torched cradle m ry ‘husband and I embraced, and remembered,.. Wrapped in each other’ 5 arms,-we cried... I discovered this. Open arms. and open hearts. From friends. From neighbors. From family. Even strangers. ‘And from a church I don’t even attend. . Someone I have never met hangers... for me... ciated. My darling mother, — ' along with a wardrobe of. clothes, thought to include - ‘Food hampers arrived. - ; Friends, neighbors, and people we didn’t know loaned us fur- niture. A church donated brand . new bedding and towels, ‘At a Girl Guide meeting Guide: leaders held a surprise shower _ Friends fed us. Friends babysat our surviving pets until — ment.. we relocated and set up the - semblance of a home.again. . | Friends dropped in with plants, _ with spices, with encourage- . Friends taped some of: our favorite music lost in the fire, For a long time I couldn’t listen to it because of the pain- ful memories attached to it. But now, when I listen to it I © Renae Review — — Weeinesday, October 11, eos " —_ Fire Prevention Month - — - learn not to burn © still painfully fresh, raw, and ment from those who really -‘eare, and friendship where: you: - did not suspect it.. : ‘+ Adebt of love — how, ever : - gan it be repaid? - oT » When I expressed. this feeling to my closest friend, she gave me this poem: Love is not given te hide away — In some safe place ‘for a rainy: day. Love is not given for us to hold, To place on a's shelf, or wear it as gold, . Love is not given for us fo. . store ; Behind a closed and bolted door. - But love is given to flow on . through - From someone to me and from me to you. gave us toothbrushes, a note- book and pen. Simple things — . but, oh, how they were needed. _am reminded of that very . thoughtful and generous gesture. Love is a circle, a wondrous chain To be given and given and Relatives sent us a family - Perhaps no one will really ‘‘care’’ package and tucked in a deck of cards. A little thing —_ — but, oh, how it was appre- BLANKET CLASSIFIED ADVERTISING _ TheseAds appear inthe more than 90 Newpapers of the B.C, and Yukon Community Newspapers Association understand. what you are going ‘It through. But mostly, you will . find comfort and encourage- and reach more than 1,400,000 homes anda potentialtwo million readers. - $159. for 25 words ($3. per each additional word) — ferrace Review at 635-7840 | given again. was signed with love. That’s what Poor Humpty lacked. 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