DUSTIN QUEZADA JUST A THOUGHT EV. BISHOP Summer break *ve been trying to ignore that fall is coming, but I can’t. The waves that crash in Lakelse Lake are autumn scented. The sun, though brilliant, doesn’t pack the same heat at 3:00 that it did just days ago. The air, by 8:00 in the evening, is crisp. And the other night it got dark at 9:30. Dark. Summer’s end is bittersweet for me because as much as I love the season’s changing, I always have a nagging feeling that I haven’t done enough. So as usual, I was feeling discouraged’about my. lack of progress on the things I had planned to ac- complish. Then I came across something I wrote — during Spring Break. This Spring Break, I gave up my kids. Not per- | manently or anything, just for four days. I let them go off with Chris and his cadets for a survival camp. Sleeping outside in hootchies-in freezing weather : was their idea of a dream come true. . Me, on the other hand? By the time March break rolls around I’m usually desperate for family time. “No alarm clock. No frantic lunch making. No need for.clean socks. Just leisurely, roll outta bed when the urge hits, eat when the stomach growls, dress if a situation demands it kind of days. _ However, this spring break was different. 1 was craving quality time all right, but it was me that I wanted to reconnect with. “Are you sure you don’t wanna come?” Chris enticed. “It'll be fun. ‘You won't have to cook. The _, kids’ll have a blast... “Thanks, Hon. I kinda wish I could, but I need ' some time to write,” I said, not lying a bit. I did kind of wish I could go. I like to say yes, to make people happy. However, a bigger part of me kind of wished to be as alone as possible. After dropping off the kids, it was almost 9:00, _ too late to work, so I decided to read. I turned to my bookshelf. For the first time in my life, nothing grabbed me. The TV in the other room called out in an amazingly piercing voice, ‘““You could control the remote. No one would know. Your retreat, great idea; by the way, could start tomorrow...” It could indeed. I watched TV until 3:00 a.m. The upside of that is that only three hours of the five were mindless repeats. ‘The next morning dawned bright and early. I 7 however, did not see the dawn of this day, or noon either, for that matter. When I crawled out of bed at 1:30, I mollified myself with the thought, I’ve got all afternoon and evening to write. I won’t be tired. Unfortunately, returning e-mails and chatting - on instant messenger for six hours was exhausting, so I did the math. I could slough off my second night — it had arrived so quickly — and still have 2 “The TV in the other room called out in an amazingly piercing voice, “You could control the remote. No one would know. Your retreat, great idea, by the way, could start tomorrow... ad 1/2 productive days. I awoke the next morning (afternoon) deter- mined to write. Just as soon as I finished watch- ing Dr. Phil nag people about their weight while I polished off a plate of fried rice noodles that is. It was very informative, but mentally taxing. I had a small nap before getting down to work for about two hours. My treasured retreat was half over and I’d ac- | complished almost nothing. It was hard to muster up enough energy to feel really bad about it though —I still just felt tired. On my last full day, I did some editing, but mostly managed some serious loafing about, but I could feel something stirring at the back of my mind... something like, inspiration? I went to bed feeling happy that I’d gotten something done, but more than a little sad. The next day was the last day ~ of my retreat and it was only a half-day at that, and if I slept in, it’d be no day at.all... ‘But to my huge surprise, I bounded out of bed at 7:30, and was at the computer, madly typing, cut- - ting and pasting at 7:45. It’s amazing what a person _can do in six hours. Best of all, somewhere in the middle of getting lots done, as I sat hunched over - my keyboard, it came to me; I was perfectly happy and in my groove... The retreat, not the high output time I’d planned for, ended up being just what I needed — a rest. - I need to remember that times of doing nothing enable me to keep doing all the things I want/need - to do. I will love autumn once it’s here, but for now, summier’s not over yet. I’m going to sit by the lake and pretend cooler weather’s not coming. Maybe ril see you there. * TERRACESTANDARD , The Terrace Standard, Wednesday, August 31, 2005 - B1 © is} Fall Fair... Date changes but yearly family fun continues at Thornhill Community Grounds LEFT:| Graham Peters shows off. ‘his. pigeon. _ ” Alexei, a Birmingham roller, in the poultry barn @ three- year-old Sarah Toth tries to net a duck in one of the amusement park games @ Robert Orrey learns how . ‘to put together a bike tire: ‘CLOCKWISE FROM - TOP-. during the 4H Bike Demo ® . §: Cassie Murphy sings to her second place finish in the ‘Skeena Valley Fall Fair Idol contest ® Andre Favron tries to get his two red rock cross pullets in. order during the 4H poultry show © Jason Derrick shows off his shooting skill as he aims for the target at the fair 7 viet é THE SKEENA Valley Fall Fair 2005 had its usual array _of competitors. young and old competing for bragging rights in a number of varied demonstrations. Below are the winners in the individual categories. Congratulations to all competitors sand thanks ‘to the judges. ADULTS Cut Flowers Dahlias: Norma Kerby: Gladiolus: Penny Llewellyn; - ,Marigolds: Gayle Holtom; Petunias: Penny Llewellyn: - Roses: Norma Kerby; Sweet peas: Ann Peltier; Perennial collection: Kathy Tycho; . Case of cut flowers: Kathy: Tycho Most Points $20 gift certificate The Garden Shed: Norma Kerby Indian Summer ~ Table arrangement$10certificate ‘at Uplands Nursery: Kathy Tycho Fruit Apples (Green or yellow): Norma Kerby: Apples (red): Norma Kerby; Blackberries: Martin Holtz Bauer; Crabapples: Norma Kerby; Currants red: Martin Holtz Bauer: Pears: Martin Holtz Bauer; ‘Plums: Martin Holtz Bauer; Collection of fruit: Norma Kerby Most Points $15 Certificate ° Garden Shed: Martin Holtz Bauer Vegetables Beans: Jaime 'Spyksma; . Beets: ‘Onions: Martin . Holtz Bauer; Peas: Yvette Favron: Potatoes (other): Mary Beth _ Esau; Potatoes (red): Martin Holtz Bauer; Tomatoes (small): Martin Holtz Bauer; Tomatoes (green): Martin . Holtz Bauer; Tomatoes (ripe green house): Martin Holtz Bauer Special Most Points $15 ‘Certificate Garden Shed: Martin Holtz Bauer Preserves Apple sauce: Netty Olsen ~Gourle; Cherries: Jamie Spyksma; Pears: Dawn Glosset; Tomatoes: Down Glosset; Collection of any jams or jellies: Penny Llewellyn; - -Raspberry jam: Kathleen Pedro; Marmalade: Kathleen Pedro: Dilled cucumber pickles: Jamie Spyksma; Mary Beth Esau, — ‘Edna Fisher; Sweet cucumber pickles: Dawn Glosset; Pickled beets: Penny Llewellyn; Pickles collection: Dawn Glosset; Chutney: Jaime Spyksma . | Wine Red. sweet ‘berry herb or root: Michele Rodgers; White sweet berry herb or root: Randy Rodgers; Rose sweet berry herb or root: Michele Rodgers; Liqueurs: Martin Holtz Bauer; Other wine: Randy Rodgers Home Eggs. Alyss A.B joraard -Home Baking Buns: Jaime Spyksma; Fruit cake: Ann Peltier; Baking powder biscuits: Applesauce cake: Penny Llewellyn; Pound cake: Edna Fisher; Brownies: Jaime Spyksma; Drop cookies:. Carolyn Stella; Molded cookies: Carolyn Stella; Rhubarb _pie: Jaime Spyksma Textiles Flannel! Quilt: Rachel Muller; Quilt (machine- quilted): Kathleen Pedro; Ladies’ blouse: Rachel ~ Muller; _ garment: 638-7283 Special occasion table runner: Jessica Peters; Ladies’ dress: Rachel Muller; Ladies’ dress casual: Theresa Hippisley; Tailored article: Rachel Muller; Any other article: ‘Rachel Muller Special class $10 Terrace Standard: Rachel Muller — Special prize most points $100 Certificate FabricLand: Rachel Muller Wool class: Fleece unwashed: Trudy Rafuse; Skein 2-ply homespun wool: Kathleen Stuart; Skein heavy homespun wool: Kathleen Stuart; Skein fibre other: Trudy’ Rafuse; Skein novelty wool: Atkinson; | Hand-woven Trudy Rafuse; Hand-woven article: Kris Lewis; Best colour design: and combination: Kathleen Stuart; Off-loom article: Maureen Atkinson Most points $15 Legion © Ladies Auxiliary: Kathleen Stuart Arts and crafts Crochet and Knitting Afghan: Debbie Weizell; \ ‘ Doll: * Maureen Marie . Mailloux; Article not listed: Netty Olsen Gourle; Toque and scarf: Kathleen Stuart; Baby . outfit: Debbie —Wetzell; Afghan ° knitted: Debbie . Wetzell; .. Article | from - homespun: Kris Lewis; Article other: Debbie . Wetzell Special prize$20 Certificate Dynamic Health: Debbie Wetzell Conservation | and education Bouquet mix: Robert Orrey (Special prize $10 Certificate from Uplands Nursery); Vegetable creature: Cecile Favron; Miniature garden: Cecile. Favron; Poster leaves: Julia Pedro; Poster ferns-grasses: Julia Pedro; Poster wild flowers: Julia Pedro; Artwork animal: ~ Jessica Ewald; Artwork other: Gabi’ Metzmier; Printing: Karyn Roseboom; Handwriting: Della Orrey; Poem: Jacob Roseboom; Photo of people: Jacob Roseboom; Photo animal: Wayde Lindquist; Photo other: Ryn Roseboom Continued Page B3